It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year!

The summer music season is here, wooo!!! Official summer show #1: the Weakerthans at the Queen Elizabeth Theatre in Toronto. I had to navigate a relay run fundraiser that was just about to begin as I got there, but once I finally did I was met with fabulous spicy salmon sushi and mini spring rolls that were being given out in the line while we waited for the slightly delayed doors. I've been to a lot of shows, but that was definitely a pretty cool first and I don't think I'd complain if it happened again=).

Once inside we snagged two seats on the end of the front row, which almost seemed as though they'd been reserved for us, and in keeping with the unconventionality of the evening, unlike with most venues who insist that I either sit in the "wheelchair" seating and or put my scooter outside in the hallway to allow for clear emergency access, security actually encouraged me to park my scooter right by my seat, not only blocking the end of the row, but the end of the isle as well=p.

The security guard was awesome! Not only did he make sure I had a totally clear sightline at all times (totally unprompted!) he thanked me throughout the show and then finally at the end by getting me a setlist from the stage, for making his job "easier."

The show was opened by Bahamas, which was just a random guy who was backed by the Weakerthans drummer=p. I was a bit conflicted about him. He was good musically(for some reason he reminded me of Danny Michel, despite his being nothing like Danny Michel) and his stage banter (very important for me!) was really engaging at the beginning but then just started to get a bit cocky and annoying. I think I'd probably check him out again though. He definitely had his moments so I'm on the fence.

The Weakerthans were of course their usual fabulous selves (also, the sunflower guitar strap still lives, yay!!) and right now I can't really decide if the fact that I don't really have much to write here is a good or a bad thing. I was talking to a couple of people before the show about how they're always so consistently good and some said they're getting boring, but like me, others thought reliability is always a good thing! That being said though, I thought they were touring in support of a new studio album and was kind of excited for some fresh material. It turns out the new album is a live album with no new songs on it...

Coming up: next: June 5th Krupke's CD release at the El Mocambo and then June 15th RUFUS! RUFUS! RUFUS!!!!!

Happy Spring!

I was reminded by a friend of mine today that this blog still existed=p. I thought I'd give it a bit of a revamp for spring. Happy Spring everyone! Don't let this crummy weather get you down. Those beautiful sunny days will be back before we know it... I hope.

Justice!

  

 The minute Abercrombie & Fitch opened in the Eaton Centre here in Toronto everything about it has irked me. Why it's necessary to carry around a shopping bag with a half naked man on it, or be asphyxiated  by cheap perfume that is just as strong on the corridor outside as it is inside the store to buy jeans I will never understand. Not only that, but the perfumed air is rank with discrimination. From the sizes that you need to be a size 2 to wear, to the obvious requirement that you have to look like a model that has just come from a day at the beach to work there, the demographic is drastically reduced to the "beautiful people". But, now they've really done it!  

My friend told me about this case the other day and ever since I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. First because it is absolutely horrifying, but also because I've experienced similar situations: 

 When trying on clothes in stores, which despite my shopaholic tendencies, I don't do very often because stores never make it very easy, it is much, much easier for me if the store has a wheelchair accessible change room. More and more stores have them these days, but because customers who use wheelchairs are of the minority, stores often use the "extra" space of the accessible change room  to store boxes and merchandise. I've managed to get salespersons to clear out change rooms in some situations, which is a waste of both of our time and a bit of an embarrassing spectacle, but the odd time I'm completely turned away with the excuse that the space is being used as a stock room. 

One situation in particular comes to mind. I was in a store that refused to let me use their accessible change room because there was some boxes in it. When I discovered however that despite the boxes being there, there was still plenty of room for me to go in and try on my potential purchases. I closed the door and proceeded to undress. A salesperson promptly noticed and proceeded to stand outside the door and hound me, insisting that I come out immediately because I couldn't be in there with the merchandise. 

First of all I wasn't about to come out until I'd gotten dressed, and second of all, the merchandise was in tightly sealed boxes, which I would've needed a box cutter to open and probably would've had to have made quite a production to steal. 

 It's all just ridiculous! People with disabilities have money just like everybody else and if stores would just follow the most basic human rights practices, maybe they'd spend it in that store! Needless to say for more reasons than one,  I'm thrilled that Abercrombie got what they deserved. 

Way to Go Murray!

"He is Able Who Thinks He is Able" - Buddha

 When disability is a daily reality it's difficult to check your inner advocate and activist at the door and look beyond the stereotypical 'triumph over adversity' story. Perhaps we have just all become too jaded... 

 I'm told that for someone who's supposed to be up-to-date on all things disability, I'm behind on this one, but while reading this week's installment of THIS Magazine's ThisAbility Blog, I discovered where I'll be eating next time I'm looking for somewhere to have a special dinner.

I don't find myself being inspired by the stories of disabled people very often these days, but Pascal Ribreau is an exception. 

A Sunny Hat for Sunny Days

   A few months ago I sent my friend Kyla some yarn to make me a hat to go with my all-things-sunflower habit. This picture doesn't do it justice, but here is the fabulous finished product:).  
   

WTF?

  

  

 

Thank Goodness for Jeremy Fisher *hehe*

If You lived here, you'd be home now

  Big news! I'm a homeowner! 

 In a little less than three weeks I'll be moving to my VERY OWN loft space in the Merchandise Building. I'm so excited! Not only because I'll have a fabulous new apartment, but because the building is essentially right on campus, so I'll never have to travel to school ever again, woot! 

 I got a new couch yesterday. Crazy colour I know (it's actually a bit more lime green in person) but I'm kind of in love with it=) Now I just need to figure out a colour to paint the walls that won't totally clash...

 

Late Night Ramblings

  It's horribly late and on top of that I've been feeling beyond tired for the past couple of days... I really should be getting to bed. But, instead of hitting the hay, and instead of trying to channel my last bit of energy into finishing my query letter (that is now overdue, oops!!) I have the urge to write here for the first time in almost three months... 

 I'm back in school, full time, YAY!!! I couldn't help but be a little bit bitter  about having to repeat classes and such, and of course I was nervous about having to get used to a whole new group of people, but so far things are going really well. I'm really enjoying my new group of classmates and apart from a few classes that I knew I was going to hate anyway, Ethics *cough*, this new start has been kind of refreshing. 

 Unfortunately my efforts to resurrect my Q piece didn't amount to anything, but instead I'm working on a piece for the Ryerson Review of Journalism that unexpectedly is turning out to be kind of interesting subject-matter. We'll see how I feel by January though, heh. I've also landed the position of Co-director of Circulation and Advertising for the magazine, which should be really interesting once we get started. And of course, as of Friday officially, I'm back at RyeCCESS as Student Advocacy Coordinator. Despite the tensions of the past few months (a few of you will know what I mean, but I won't be discussing it here) I really missed working there and I think my ideas combined with those of my new coworker will make for a good year. There seems to be a lot more structure being enforced on the  part of our supervisors this year, which I haven't decided if I like yet, but we'll see. I haven't even been there for two days yet.   

 Okay, words are barely coming to me now, time for bed! More later, I promise! I want to try and use this as an outlet to flex my writing muscles, keep them nice and limber for the many feature pieces I've got to write soon... *groan*...No wait, I mean... Yay? 

Platelets, Streetcars...If I had $1,000,000 I'd buy you some cocaine

   Lots today...

   First, something that really should've gotten it's very own post, but oh well! On Monday (July 14th) I passed the one month transfusion-free mark and am officially into the second month with NO TRANSFUSIONS, woo!!!!!! I had to laugh today. I was reading a book this morning and they were talking about Buffy the Vampire Slayer and how it would be nice if she could find a boyfriend that "didn't have to drink platelets" *hehe* not blood, platelets! 

I'm also able to FINALLY get to escape this city for a while, so I'm cashing in my Christmas present at long last and taking off to New York in August. I CAN"T WAIT!!!! 

 Second, I just found out about THIS.  I knew it was too good to be true. I know it's not really the TTC's fault, but typical TTC, I swear UGH!! I wonder if I'l ever get to ride a streetcar in Toronto in my lifetime. 2025 huh? Yeah right! Like I've said all along AODA Committee, I'll believe it when I see it!! 

 And lastly, I know this has already been talked about to death everywhere else, but I can't help but touch on it too. I'm sad, what is with Steve Page man?  Sure, lots of people are sticking by him, including the rest of the band apparently, and I know there's always two sides to every story, but wtf? I mean he's Steve Page, frontman for Barenaked Ladies of all things. They're the wholesomest, Canadian, family men I can think of. Or so I thought. I mean they just put out a kids album for God sakes!!  I hope he can kick it... 

Oh how I love GBS!

  Okay so obviously I knew I liked them or else I wouldn't have gone to the show, but I forgot just how MUCH I LOVE Great Big Sea live! I waited till the last minute to get tickets because save for a couple of songs, I'm really not super impressed with their new album, Fortunes Favour. But, just as I suspected, the new songs redeemed themselves live and the night turned out to be the perfect mix of old classics and new ditties. Even the miserable weather cleared up by the time they went on. And I got my Alan Doyle fix. Many don't understand it...I don't really understand it completely myself=p, but I'm a total Alan girl, through and through=). And of course Mur-man, who Alan introduced: "He sings the bass, he plays the bass, he is the bass." I've never thought about it, but it's very true. I like it!=) And that verse of Scolding Wife...gotta love that! They're apparently going on this Fortune's Favour tour until May '09, so hopefully they'll be back through town again soon. I'm really kicking myself now for not at least trying to get into their "secret" Toronto show the other night. Oh well!  

 Joel Plaskett opened the show and I feel a bit bad about it, but after a couple of songs I opted to go on a food/bathroom run rather than sit and listen. I don't know what it was. He's been awesome the other 3 times I've seen him, but then he's been the headliner in a small club and the energy has been very different. Somehow he just wasn't making it for me in the huge venue=(. I suppose it had a lot to do with the fact that very few people were actually listening because they were milling around trying to find their seats and or deciding what kind of $10 beer they were going to get.  I really do hate Molson Ampitheatre=p. 

 The best part of the show was perhaps the most random part though. Strangely enough Hawksley Workman produced GBS' new album. I saw him in the crowd earlier on in the show and figured it made sense that he was there. But they brought him up on stage during the encore and he did his own song Safe and Sound, which was AWESOME since I haven't seen him live in forever because the last time I was supposed to see him live, the God of Winter decided to snow us all in=(. The other guys sang backup, which was kind of surreal because I still can't help but think they're a really weird pairing, but somehow it just made it that much more awesome=p.  I love randomness... 

Click!

 I got a new camera last week, a green Casio EXILIM and apart from Small Sins' NXNE show in Dundas Square last Saturday, I haven't really had a chance to use it much. It was a beautiful day today and after a lovely Sunday afternoon, coffee catch-up with a friend of mine I didn't feel like heading straight home. So I decided to play shutterbug tourist in my own neighbourhood and take some shots of some of the random, crazy, beautiful things that I enjoy on my regular comings and goings...

One of the weird headlight-head guys. No idea what these are about, but at one point they were everywhere. Could be some kind of art, probably is some ad for a Vespa company or something=p. either way I find them mildly intriguing. 

The roses in the Queen Elizabeth Rose Garden in Grange Park are in full bloom. So pretty!!

The view up John St. on a Sunday afternoon--. Starbucks, CityTV and the CN Tower. I just thought it was very Toronto. 

My favourite circuit box and one of my fave pieces of Toronto street art/"graffitti"=). I have a piece by this artist in my kitchen and several buttons that sport some of his other little monster guys. Unfortunately I don't know his name but he's local and can sometimes be found selling his stuff around Queen and Spadina. 

This statue(s) is on Peter St. in front of the M5V condo presentation centre. My dad has christened it "I'm going to touch you."=p. They're slightly grim, but there's something friendly about them just the same. I wonder where they'll go when all the condos are sold?

Yes, I'll admit that taking pictures of FIDO ads is kind of lame, but these guys are just so silly and cute that I couldn't not include them in the things that make me happy in my neighbourhood right now=). 

P.S: I have to apologize for the photos that are horizontal that obviously shouldn't be. I have no idea why the won't turn so you'll just have to crane your neck ever so slightly. The formatting is a little off too, but that's Blogger's fault, boo!

Canada Needs You Volume 2

  A while ago I promised to talk about a show that I went to last month (May 31st to be exact) and I'm embarrassed to admit that it's taken me so long to get to it. Since it's been so long there's not much point in going into too much detail except to say Mike Ford + Hugh's Room + a fabulous new CD = AWESOME!! This will only mean something to a select few, but even Dusty Fosterboard made an appearance with a little Admiral  Trafalgar *hehe*. 

 Bottom line. Check this out! 

 I'm particularly partial to tracks: In Winnipeg, Tea Party, Maurice Richard and of course, Expo '67...

A bit of a Face-Lift

  I decided this blog needed an update. I normally go for more of a sleek, modern look, but I've been on a major green kick lately so I figured why not extend it onto here=). I did a major revamp of my links and I have to say I'm really loving Blogger's new Blog List feature.--Be sure to check out my Blog picks! 

 Also...

 I started working at the Access Centre on Tuesday as the second Student Networking Ambassador (a bit of an absurd title I know) and things are going alright. Slightly slower than I'd like I must admit. I'm a bit afraid that it doesn't take two people to do the job and having come in after my coworker has already been doing the job for a month or more, I'm a bit of the odd one out. However, I know as well as anyone that you need to make things your own. So apart from helping out with our several upcoming events, I'm starting to try and think of various additional projects that I might be able to take on. My supervisor pointed out to me that the Access Centre brochure is sadly in need of a redo, so I'm excited about possibly taking that on. 

It's very different from RyeACCESS and just as I suspected the transition s already turning out to be hard. But, I'll get to make sure that the bond between the two groups continues to strengthen, which is good... 

The Latest...

  Wow, so much to tell. This is going to be a bit of a jumble....

  

   Today was a bit bittersweet. I got to skip another transfusion because my platelets were 24, YES!!! So instead of laying around in a hospital bed and staring at the wall for a good chunk of the day I was out by noon and spent the day in the salon getting my hair highlighted and my eyebrows cleaned up for summer=). However, today my fellow j-skoolers dawned the Ryerson colours for the last time and graduated on to bigger and better things. As this was supposed to be my grad day too, I can't help but feel a little bit bitter, but my time will come, just not soon enough=p. Either way it brought some of my best friends back from far away (if only for a short time) and it was really great to get to catch up with them a bit.  

  

In more exciting news, I FINALLY managed to get a job for the summer, woo-hoo! With a little help from my friends I was able to find out that the Work Study fund isn't the *only* one that exists to pay summer students for doing on-campus jobs. So, I've been hired at the Ryerson Access Centre as one of the "Student Networking Ambassadors" (I think that's what my title is=p. I can never remember it completely) and I sign my life away on Thursday=). It's still within the field that I wanted, which is GREAT, but it'll be different from what I've been doing for the last four years so it's going to take some getting used to. That said it will be nice to have a change too.  

Also, somewhat connected to that, it looks like I might be getting more involved with a disability advocacy group called Citizen's with Disabilities Ontario I guess I won't have to worry about not having enough disability-related activities to put on my resume when I reapply for Disability Studies next year afterall.  I was reading the disability chapter in the textbook for my Feminism and Society class last night and finding out about all of the amazing organizations around the world. It really made me realize how anxious I am to get back in the game=). 

 Teddy Thompson was in town at the Horseshoe last Thursday so after MUCH too long I finally got a real taste of his music, and boy is it GREAT! Years ago he opened for Rufus Wainwright at Convocation Hall here in Toronto, but being a lot younger then and not knowing yet that some of my favourite musicians would come from seeing opening acts, my friend and I opted to go buy T-shirts instead=(. But as my fandom (or as some might put it obsession=p) with Rufus Wainwright has progressed over time I've gotten little snippets of Teddy here and there, most recently from their duet of King of the Road that appeared on the Brokeback Mountain Soundtrack. I've been wanting to really see him live for a while now so I was really excited when I heard he was coming. BUT, when the night came I was really dumb and got lazy and opted to hang out with a friend of mine instead. Luckily I came to my senses and decided to stop by the venue on my way home to try and catch he last bit though. And luckily the doorman made me go in when I was waffling because it was almost over when I got there=).  I only caught about three or four songs, plus the encore but wow, So good! He has a style very similar to Rufus', which is likely why I like him so much=p and to my relief, the strong country sound that he claims to have is much more of a contemporary folk sound. I picked up his album Separate Ways  as well as his new acoustic EP Blunderbuss, which are both fantastic and haven't left my CD player in a week=p, and I'm anxiously awaiting the arrival of his first, self-titled album as well as the more recent Upfront and Down Low from Amazon. New album on the 17th too, yay! I love discovering new music. 

He's also really nice and signed my CDs for me. Though he didn't seem very impressed when I told him I'd missed most of his set. Oops! 

 I went to another AWESOME show last week but that one deserves a post all its own so I'll try and get to that soon. 

 And finally, I just went to the Apple.ca site and the official news has arrived: iPhone in Canada July 11!!!!! I'm going to miss my little green PEBL but iPhone, yay!!!!! They've been selling them out of the little independent computer store in my building for the better part of a month now, but for over $600. Sorry, no can do! Gotta wait for the cheap-o price that comes with signing my soul over to FIDO for another three years=p. 

 

  

 

Higher and Higher

 Platelets of 30k today (best they've been in a year or more!!!) and got to skip another transfusion, woo!!! I'm trying not to get too, too excited because its so soon, but we're moving on up baby!! My goal after one month of positive results (knock on wood!) is to FINALLY get back to New York City for a much needed vacation! So, keep doing those platelet dances everyone. They're working!! =)

Positive Randomness

   I'm not a superstitious person but I like to believe that sometimes the universe sends us signs to believe in. 

  On Wednesday my pre-transfusion test results came back with a platelet count of 11, and then on Friday they were 23 and I was sent me home without a transfusion for the first time in months! It was an EXTREMELY positive thing and I got through five symptom-free, platelet transfusion-free days this week,which was something that even last week I wouldn't have even been able to fathom. Even today I don't even think I really needed a transfusion. 

I knew my counts had dropped, but I was still hoping they were still in a good range. So when they came back at 1 again it was really disheartening and frustrating to have to go through another transfusion.  There was a problem in the lab and they apparently had to do the test twice to get a conclusive result. My doctor was a bit puzzled because he said he would've expected my counts to have stayed high, especially when I was symptom-free. So with the strangeness in the lab he thought they're might have been a mistake with the test. The lab technician said not though. I'm not sure what to think. Either way I hate being launched right back into the abyss of uncertainty again. 

 When this all started months ago we tried to contact my childhood doctor in hopes that he might have some insight into the situation. But, he's unfortunately retired now and though he still does a bit of administrative work at Sick Kids he just happened to be leaving the country for over a month at that time. I haven't seen him for a good 6-7 years and short of a couple of E-mails back and forth we didn't really end up having any contact with him this time around. But leaving the hospital today, we ran into him on the street, which after today's setback, I can't help but think was one of those random signs. He was my doctor from birth minute to the age of 18 and he got me through A LOT of hard times. In more ways than one I wouldn't be  here today without him.  He says I got through it once and I'll get through it again, which meant a lot coming from him. 

We also passed by Rick Mercer on the street and if that's not a positive sign I don't know what is! *hehe* 

 

Spiraling in and Spiraling Out

   Yesterday was the Spiral Garden planting day. Summer is officially here!!!

  Photos courtesy of Tara McWatters

    

 The site is sadly still just a shadow of it's former twenty-five year-old self, a fledgling garden whose carefully groomed paths scream for the colourful randomness that some of us so fondly remember. But the incredible energy that doesn't exist anywhere else is there and always will be. We couldn't have asked for better weather and it was wonderful to see everyone and perhaps the best part, to have kids from the Centre come out and join us for the first time in years, yay!! There are lots of changes coming this summer, some that will take some getting used to, but a lot that are really cool that really excite me. I'm really considering volunteering for a session or two this summer...  

   

 

 

A new love for my city

  Okay so Nat, this one's for you=). I'm actually intrigued by Toronto today! 

More often than not I can't wait to escape the monotony of the city that I've spent the better part of my life in. But today I visited a couple of the sites on the Open Doors Toronto tour and discovered a bit of some of Toronto's best kept secrets.-- George Brown's House, Coach House Press and Queen's Park. 

First we went to George Brown's house, a grand Victorian-style house on Beverly Street that once housed the man who started the Globe and Mail newspaper, or as I prefer to call it, "the Old and Mail". He died from complications from a shotgun wound inflicted by a Globe and Mail employee, a bit of info that I can't help but love because I can't say the stresses of Journalism haven't made me want to shoot someone in the leg once in a while.=p.  The house's library includes over 2,000 books, which I was surprised to find are restored  by Toronto Parks (an unlikely pairing I thought) and apparently his daughters were among the first women to graduate from the University of Toronto.--The accomplishments of strong women are always interesting to me but I guess it struck a chord at this particular time because I've spent the last few weeks in my Feminism an Society class studying First Wave Feminism and the actions taken by women to gain equal opportunity to education. Go Brown ladies!

Next we went to Coach House Press, a small independent book publisher and printer that is literally stuffed into a small coach house hidden in a back lot on the UofT campus. I'd heard a lot about some of the book launch events that they often hold and I've purchased quite a few of their titles at Word on the Street or smaller bookstores like Pages. They tend to favour quirky urban fiction stories, which I LOVE, so needless to say I was really excited to finally get to see the real thing. However, unfortunately the Toronto Star's rating of a partial 'D' was quite inaccurate because I'm not sure I'd even begin to categorize it as "partially accessible".  Not only did the large numbers of people come to find out how a printing press works, make it virtually impossible to navigate the machines and carts piled high with dusty books and papers, the four inch step down at the front door wasn't letting me in anytime soon. I poked my head in to see as much of the printing process as I could from the top of the step but luckily I managed to get in the back door with the help of a board to see the binding and glueing process. Very cool!! I was amazed to find out how much manual labour they use to make each book.--All book covers are folded by hand and all printing and binding is personally supervised by someone. Every book!! They publish the popular UTOpia series and I was shocked to find someone folding each cover by hand. It's a very widely distributed series (today they were working on the fourth run). I've seen it at big chain book stores like Chapters. That's a lot of hand folded book covers!

I picked up 'Nellcott is my Darling' by Goulda Fried, 'Social Acupuncture' by Darren O'Donnell and 'Miss Lamp' by Chris Ewart. Now just to finish this course so I have time to read them...    

Last we went to Queen's Park, which I didn't expect to be very exciting but was pleasantly surprised. First there was the unnaturally friendly security guard we met just inside the accessible entrance who showed us where the "LG" as he called him, David Onley leaves his scooter in the basement *heh* (possibly my favourite part) and then we went on the tour that took us through the Legislature, the Speaker's Apartment (I didn't know anyone actually lived in Queen's Park!) and the wing that once burned down because of careless maintenance workers, which has a beautiful mosaic floor that is made up of millions of hand cut, hand laid tiles. WOW!! The portraits of all the past speakers were cool too. Apparently at the end of their term each one is allowed to choose the artist to paint their picture. Most of them were fairly conservative but there were a couple of more modern, flamboyant ones that didn't quite fit in=). I was also interested to find that the major media outlets (CBC, Globe and Mail etc.) all have offices there too.      

 The coolest part was he legislature though. There are several random faces carved into the intricate patterns that adorn the perimeter of the room. Not carvings of past Prime Ministers or MPPS, but carvings of the artist's faces. They apparently weren't allowed to sign their work so they left their faces behind instead=). The best face though is a small, kind of shriveled-looking face that the tour guide described as looking like a tomato. It's supposed to be a joke likeness of Queen's Park's namesake Queen Victoria. Good thing she died before she could come and see it. *Hehe*

 We wanted to try and make it to the Toronto Labyrinth (which I hadn't heard of before this year's Open Doors) and the CBC, but sadly 5:00 came too quickly and we didn't get a chance to make any of the other sites. I won't have time to get to go anywhere else this weekend but I really look forward to next year. Though next year I would like to plan to write an article critiquing the level of accessibility that the Toronto Star's map indicates for each site. I'm curious to know how they developed their accessibility criteria in the first place. I'm feeling my next pitch to Abilities. How 'bout you?      

Working woes

 I had a job interview yesterday for the summer position at RyeACCESS, the group that I worked at for four years. For reasons that I probably shouldn't discuss here (yet anyway) I knew I wasn't going to get it. But I guess working there for  so long I couldn't help but be a bit over-confident. I guess I have to practice not putting all my eggs in one basket because I was seriously shocked when they called and turned me down. And I have to say, it's really going to sting for a while yet. I think the job represented a sense of normalcy in my really uncertain life, one more thing that I was hoping to get back after everything that's happened. But everything happens for a reason right? I hope so...

I also applied for a couple of other jobs on campus earlier this month and I'm pretty sure was as good as hired for both of them. Unfortunately they were workstudy jobs though and so because I wasn't in classes last semester they wouldn't give me the funding. But it's not like I just took the semester off for fun. I was in the hospital! I'm hoping I can appeal the decision soon and grab one of the positions before it's too late. 

 Blargh I hate job hunting!